Buddha Kayar from Nepal.

He is selfish ,lier and cheater but I love him ,yes I am insane more than him.but he will never know this how much I loved  him .

He did not like that I did tattoos  but I do .I want that he said to me " Thazin ,stop doing this " I want to hear from him .Man ,please say me so ...

 One day you'll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I'll say, Of course, my life. And you'll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life. 

 

For RJ

I was once with a person I gave everything too! He was always first when I was last, he had my whole heart when I only had half of his, and when it all fell apart he took my heart wit him.The pieces are slowly starting to be put back together and I wouldn't change the way I treated him because I loved him. One day someone will put me first, give me his whole heart and I will fall in love all over again. 

Vert hot day ⛅ in Doha.oh man ,it Is killing me.

I Just want to say simple word That Is 'I miss you' .

I am missing you in this morning RJ.you are killing me each day .how could you ignore me ?I told you that I hate you but I doesn't mean .I wanna see you .Time ... All are depend on time.I realized that one day you will come back to me.I am here waiting you with all of my love.I love you,man.

I was think about you today and i feel so lonely.how could you leave me alone.

Dedicate for my ex

I am try to live without you but tears are come from my eyes .I am lonelyness and empty ,God... I am torn apart inside.somehow i feel closer ... I can hear your say.

He said 'I don't want to make you cry,I wish to see you happy ,always',but now he is the one who make me more cry to me.how could he do it to me.

I am not keep any anger inside .I pray and pray .My Buddha is with me .time to let him go .when I got depressed ,I pray that make me feel better.Everything is set me free .

Nobody thought  that we are ending up like this .People are people ,sometimes they change their mind.It is killing me to see you go after all this time .I cannot breath without you but I have to .

You are the one kick me out first then second  you leave me alone.Braced myself for a good bye .

Yet the teaching is Simple .Do what is right .Be pure .End of the way is Freedom .(Buddha words) 

Again he did it without telling me .how could you o it to me ?i m not bullet proof .you will regret one dat that you loose me .

Es viņam palīdzēt, cik vien varu, bet galu galā es saņēmu šo what apkaunojoši! kas man kidding me? 

I have been waiting for to meet with him but he changed .
How could he do this to me ?
I got hurt a lot.
I have got a huge black hole .
How could he...
Everything is finished but till now I love him .
Whenever I said to him I hate you but actually not .
Better leave me alone .
Everyone is happy in this world but why not including me !
That is not fair .
My previous time I was alone but now also I am alone .
What's wrong with me ?
I did not do anything bad thing on others but why?
Everybody hates me including my mom .
Why?
I wanna get answers for this .
Why everybody hates me .

We are done .how painful it is ?