We wish you a Merry Merry Christmas and happy new year ;)

Me & my fri

My grandpa told me , this Christmas you look like 9 yrs old kid :)))

Just a shot

Unfortunately , I found his gf pic on his friend's fb . That same time , I feel like I am letting him go . I am not attached with all about him . I am sick and tired of those thing . I wanna be stay alone and stay away of those . Yes , I am strong for those 'cause I am a big girl now .

If he is not here with me , my world is all shut down .

He is leaving tomorrow 10:55 pm and I feel like I m dying  inside . 

He will going on trip to Thailand :( , how he can leave me alone here . I said to him leave but all I really want is you . He start to talk with me and I got speechless . He said I haven't speak with you long time ago and I just acting like I don't care him but I do . If he see a little closer to me , I guess that he know how I feel about him. Baby, you know everything but why you couldn't see me .i know all I need on the other side of the door . 

I wish he is beside me in this Christmas :)

Good morning SunShine :)))

Good morning Sunshine :)))

If you have a family that loves you , a few good friends , food on the table and a roof over your head .You are richer than you think  .

Everyone is outside and I am all alone at home .

I feel so lonely .

What a damn clod lonely night !!!!