I have a hard day and I got toothache ,Ah man, I was angry the whole day but I don't know why.
Bad!!
And the cold weather chills me into my bone.
So much cold and icey.
I wish to hold your hand ,maybe I'll feel warm my soul.

Good Morning My love


You said " Finally I got a good Christmas "


Glad that you are happy that day .


I maybe late for this greeting


But  I wanna tell you

"Merry Christmas My love "

Life goes with him or without him

Cheese for him

12/12/2012

12  /   12  /  12

Today 
is 
a 
Good 
Day.
I make a wish today about your Job.
I wake up early and pray for you .
and begging to my Buddha for getting a good job for him.
Please Please Please
From now on ,you have a good Job in here ,Janis.
Be patient with me .
I know you can get it .

For Janis

READING

I am not like reading alot but he used to be.
I am lazy to read but I like to listen when he read a book for me .
I love to lay down on his leg and listen when he read loud.
I am reading now .
Because He said ,' Read Thazin'.
Sometimes I am thinking that I was born for him .
How crazy I am ?
How stupid I am ?
How ...?
How...?
I miss you.
I wish that this will be over soon.
I wish that you are here right now.

To my manakastite

I am sad .
I am weak.
I feel so small,today.
And  I want to cry in the dark.
Other peoples they are so much happy more than us.
Why we can't ?
Why I am always alone.
You said , When I am weak ,give me your power, When I am weak,I will give you my power.
So ,we are Power Rangers.
That's not a funny.
If you are here with me ,I am not weak ,never.
If I am stay away from me ,I am always weak and silent girl and feeling always sad, you can feel on my eyes.
You are out of my sight now but not out of my mind.
I miss you .
Love you .

to my janis

for you , my janis

To my man,

I am dying ,Janis
Really I do .
I did a lot of ways as much as I can.
Now I really want to refuse .
You said that One day ,luck will smile to us but when ???
 I am sick and tired of this.
Really , I wanna give up .
I miss you , man.
I really miss you .
why was so hard for us?
why we can't be together like others ?
We should be happier than others but now all are opposite.
What's the hell of me ?
I can't even make a smile ,really , I can't this time.
But I still love you .

HI Everyone ,

I was seeking for him a good job in Doha.

Whomever come  and visit to my blog , Please pray for  him.

I need wishing-well  from everyone and believe that God is with us.

I believe that whomever pray for him that  can fulfilled   his wish.

Please !!!

To my manakastite

Dear Janis,

Last Night I fall asleep worrying about you .
I wake up 2 am and my face was wet by my tears.
I have one thing ,you maybe think that was a pip - dream.
It's full - moon here tonight which makes me think of you .
Because I know that no matter what I am doing , no matter where I am  ,
this moon will be same size as yours.
Half a world away.Most nights ,I fall asleep worrying about you , really I do.
Wondering where you may be out there .
I have no idea why you are out there ,Janis.
But not tonight .
Tonight  , you are here with me .

24/11/2011

I will trying for him and seeking for him alot of Job.
And the one thing is I don't want to meet with cheating guys while I am trying on.
I afraid of that .
I have some kind of psycho that I don't want to speak in front of a lot of people.
I am shy of that .
But if for him , I will do it even  I am scared of them .
That much I love him .
Maybe He have known.
Maybe he don't .
I am not care if he do or don't .
But the one thing is I wasn't  looking for return back.
I will do my best for him.
That's all I know.
Please God ,Bless on him.
I need he get a good Job in here.
I really need that .
Please !

He gave me that song.
In that song ,the boy who left her.
In real world, I don't want this .
I am not like it that if he will leave me.
Janis,
I love you .

For my manakastite

Happy Birthday Thazin :)
I tell myself.
22nd Nov
Today is my Birthday.
My mom wish for me Happy and Healthy and Perfect Life.
I told my mom.
I am not need any wish ,Please wish for my Janis, He really need this .
I wish deeply ,Please GOD,Bless on him alot ,Please fullfil  to him that he want to get a good job in here.
In Doha, He want  it.
Dear GOD,Please Bless on him.
If he got your Bless ,I will never ask your favor.
If he got your Bless ,I will really appreciate it .
Dear GOD, Help him up.
Please I m begging you.
Help him up.

To my manakastite

I ask him , Tomorrow is what's the day on Nov ,He reply me quickly "Thursady".HA HA ,what a big Joke ?
I understand that you're bad  in special days.I can feel it .I said 'Thank you for that you are .You are my special one' .
But I feel a little sad that you can't recall memory to remember my birthday.
I wish that you will going to tell me 'Happy Birthday'.
One day ,Yes,very soon .
There is so much left to say if you see me face to face that day.
I'm waiting that day.
Very Soon ,Janis.

Doha's Night that place I belong here

To my manakastite

Every day is full of hopes for him and for me .
I am so exciting to see him.
How many years  passed already.
If we don't have Love , we can't patient for this long years.
What makes me waiting for you this long years?
The answer is Love.
All about Love.
Love is not only Love , with kindness.
I am not care he is black , white , Handsome ,Ugly , Poor or Rich.
I love him.
I know Rubins Janis.
That's only one man who is my life.
whatever he did , whatever he said  ,what Past is Past.
We have to forward.
Life is full of hope.
My life is full of hope with him.
Without him ,I cannot do anything.
I am always keeping him in my heart.
That much I love him.
You are my everything Janis.
Yes ,You are.

to my manakastie

I don't know any other words .
I know one word
I love you .
That's all I know .

Pumpkin Cheese Cake :)

ရင္မွာလြမ္းရင္

ေမွ်ာ္တိုင္းျမင္လြန္းလို႕

လက္ညိွဳး ညြန္ရာ သူျဖစ္ပါေစသား

အရွင္ဘုရား ။

I love Our Old Flag Of Myanmar .

Dedicated for manakastite

ေနာင္ဖဲ႕ဌိဳင္ ေစာရအိုင္

မ်ိဳသိပ္ထားတဲ႕ အခ်စ္ေတြ

တစ္ေယာက္ထဲပဲ သိတယ္ေလ

မင္းအျပံဳးေအာက္မွာ ငါရင္ေမာစြာ

ႏွလံုးသားဟာ သိမ္ငယ္ေနသလိုပါ ။

ဘာသာစကားေလးတစ္ခြန္းကို

ရင္မွာတိတ္တိတ္ ညညး္ဆိုရင္း

အိမ္မက္မ်ားစြာ မက္ရင္းက

မင္းၾကားေအာင္ အခါခါဆိုေနမယ္

( သူသိမလား တိတ္တဆိတ္ အခ်စ္ေတြကို

   ဖြဲ႕ႏြဲ႕ မဆိုတတ္ခဲ႕ ယံုမွာလား မင္းကနားမလည္လဲ

   တစ္ဘက္သတ္ အခ်စ္ေလးနဲ႕ တို႕ေျပာမယ္ နားေထာင္

   ေနာင္ဖဲ႕ဌိဳင္ ေစာရအိုင္ )

ပင္ကိုယ္ရိုးသားမွဳနဲ႕ လိမ္လည္ေျပာဖို႕မတတ္တယ္

သိပ္ခ်စ္မိတယ္ ဒီတစ္ခြန္းပါ

မင္းနားလည္ေစခ်င္ေနပါတယ္

တစ္ေယာက္ထဲပဲေျပာမယ္

တစ္ေယာက္ထဲပဲၾကားေစကြယ္

သိပ္ခ်စ္မိတယ္ ဒါကိုနားလည္

မင္းၾကားေအာင္ အခါခါဆိုေနမယ္

ကမၻာ႕အျပင္ဘက္

က်ား   ဟင္ … သြားၾကမယ္႕ခ်စ္ကမၻာဘံု လိုက္မလားကြယ္

          သီးသန္႕တဲ႕ေမတၱာဘံု သီတာေရေျမျခားေနပါတယ္ ထူးျခားတဲ႕ သစၥာဘံု

          ယူစနာတစ္ရာေ၀းကြာရာ၀ယ္ ဆန္းျပားတဲ႕ ဗိမာန္ဘံု

မ        ဟင္… လုိက္ခဲ႕မကြယ္႕ သည္းညွာယံု ေမာင္သြားရာ ဖ၀ါးထပ္မွ်လိုက္မယ္ယံု

          အႏၱရာယ္ ရန္စြယ္ မမွဳပါကြယ္ ေမာင္႕တစ္ေယာက္အတြက္အသက္ကိုပံု

          အခ်ိန္နာရီေတြမေရြးပါရွင္ရယ္  ေမာင္႕ေနာက္ကလုိက္မယ္ယံု

က်ား   ေမာင္သြားမွာ ဆန္းျပားတဲ႕အရပ္ကိုပါ

မ        ဘယ္ကိုလဲကြယ္ ေျပာစမ္းကြယ္႕ ေမာင္႕ေနရာ

က်ား   စိန္ေရြနဲ႕ အိမ္ေတြနဲ႕ လူေတြနဲ႕ ကင္းကြာေနရာ

မ        အိုး ဆန္းဆန္းျပာျပား

က်ား   ခင္သူနဲ႕ ၾကင္သူနဲ႕ ကမၻာအျပင္ဘက္သြားခ်င္သူပါ

မ        အိုး ဆန္းဆန္းျပားျပား

က်ား   အခ်စ္ကေလးရာ သြားၾကစုိ႕ ေမတၱာဘံု

မ        ေမာင္သြားရာ ဖ၀ါးထပ္မွ်လိုက္မယ္ယံု အႏၱရာယ္ရန္စြယ္ မမွဳပါကြယ္

ေမာင္႕တစ္ေယာက္အတြက္အသက္ကိုပံု အခ်ိန္နာရီေတြမေရြးပါရွင္ရယ္  ေမာင္႕ေနာက္ကလုိက္မယ္ယံု

က်ား   ေမာင္သြားမွာ ဆန္းျပားတဲ႕အရပ္ကိုပါ

မ        ဘယ္ကိုလဲကြယ္ ေျပာစမ္းကြယ္႕ ေမာင္႕ေနရာ

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