"Promise" means everything but after they broke "Sorry" mean nothing 

Someone told me 

"You're not happy"

Which makes you  so sure ? 

Yes ,you're right 

I m not.

I was very happy girl when I was with him .

I am like a cat when I had him.

Now ,everything is done .

I wish somebody will love me truely without jokes .

I wish I have a man who love me truely because I wanna forget my past .

That is killing me every single day.

I just wanna be happy because I guess I deserve this .

I jut wanna be happy ,please .

All that I know is I don't know ,how to be something you miss ...

When I try to see the world ,the world is big 

Peoples are big 

They are selfish

Money ,sex, greedy,hungry,tired,selfish,angry,loneliness,dark,bright,happiness, cry 

There was a lot things out there

I have no idea how to handle all

I just want to be simple of myself but I can't get until now

But I try to be 

I count my own day by day without planning 

I was tired of being alone but I do sometimes enjoy of alone 

Someone is out there 

I hope he wanna be with me 

I wish he can

I wanna go somewhere who did not know about me everything 

I just wanna run away from here

Just wanna disappear 

May I ?

My man :*

I wish I wanna ask my grandpa but I believe he will be answer the same :)

Pink world :)))

He is my lovely panda :))))

He & me

Am I look like a red panda !!!! But somebody say that I am red panda :) .

To whom it may concern :))))))

Talk is cheap

If you like  me ,tell me.

If you miss me,show me.

If you love me ,prove it .

That's all I want from you.

It's nice to speak with you ,Alex .

Thanks for talking with me today :)))).

Be kind to everyone including myself .

If a girl admits that she likes you ,you should be know that it tooks her every ounce of  courage she has.Don't take her for granted.

I know how's the life going on ,I know how's the people's life going on ,I know how I should appreciate  to someone who did good things for others ,I know some others things in this world but I really don't know how to love to someone and how to stay happier than others .all I know is I just want to be happy .May I ??? 

15 ways to keep relationship working

1.love each other

2.don't lie

3.keep communication open

4.stay with

5.when you got hurt ,just forgive and forget.

6.never talk about break-ups.

7.never say "it's ok" even if it's not

8.forget about pride

9.if you say sorry ,mean it.

10.don't talk about your stupid ex's

11.don't compare to your past to your present

12.give and take process

13.be aware of his/ her feeling 

14.when you had a fight,don't let the day pass without being fine 

15.don't be the perfect one ,be the right one :) .

For my girl :)))))

I love the gap between your teeths ,I love the riddles that you speak .

Alex ,you are right .I don't know what I want .I am lost inside.I don't know what i have to do.I have no idea.

Jim Morrison quote

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

Sometimes alone is better because nobody can hurt you .

Trust me ,Mom 

I am not sleep with others man

I am not smoke

I am not drink 

I am not hang out with strangers

I just need your trust

Why not you believe me 

I just need back up that's why I speak with some men

I do laugh

I did smile

I chated

Because I wanna forget my past

Any also they treat me well 

I should deserve my happiness,Mom

What do you think ? 

Am I wrong to do those !!

I just want to be happy ,Mom

Please try to understand me ,I  really need this .

No show off today ,I miss you .

I forgive but I cannot forget because I never want to be hurt the same way twice .

I can't make people like me ,all I can do is show them who I am ,how I feel and what I believe ,it's up to them to understand my worth.

Never change the originality for the sake of others because no one can play your role better than you.so be yourself .you are the best ,yes YOU.

I have a dreams and I believes that my dreams can come true soon .

Love is not about how much you say I love you ,but how much you can prove that it's true.

I want that he says in front of all peoples " Yes,she is my girl friend ,I love her more than she does and she is mine :)))))).

When you really matter to someone  that person will always make time for you.

No excuses ,no lies and no more broken promises .

Dedicate for my girl Alex:)

He taught me how to be honest about my feelings .i used to be scared  because I didn't want to get hurt ... But not anymore.

He always find a ways to Hurt Me, but My heart always look for a reasons to forgive  you .

Our House :))))

Pre Graduation Day :)

My two best friends

I know I miss you guys but we will meet someday,we never fade away.Just moving on. wherever you are ,I know your heart is with me.

Yes, I like him. That's all I know.

Damn ,you are killing me :P

Miss you , guys :)