When I try to see the world ,the world is big 

Peoples are big 

They are selfish

Money ,sex, greedy,hungry,tired,selfish,angry,loneliness,dark,bright,happiness, cry 

There was a lot things out there

I have no idea how to handle all

I just want to be simple of myself but I can't get until now

But I try to be 

I count my own day by day without planning 

I was tired of being alone but I do sometimes enjoy of alone 

Someone is out there 

I hope he wanna be with me 

I wish he can

I wanna go somewhere who did not know about me everything 

I just wanna run away from here

Just wanna disappear 

May I ?