Happy as always ;)

He is bastard , bitch and monster .

My love is for you

He healed me up and he teached me how to live . Now I try to be with him hem pretend that he doesn't like me . Man!! How could you do it to me ?

He makes me laugh and he makes me cry , I don't  know which side need to buy .

Today , I exactly know about him . Again he is lier and I am wondering how many kinds  of lier people in this world .

I am happy girl :)))

Today , I exactly know about him . Again he is lier and I am wondering how many kinds  of lier people in this world .

I was once with a person I gave everything too! He was always first when I was last, he had my whole heart when I only had half of his, and when it all fell apart he took my heart with him.The pieces are slowly starting to be put back together and I wouldn't change the way I treated him because I loved him. One day someone will put me first, give me his whole heart and I will fall in love all over again. 

Little truths you may need to hear:

If you've self harmed today: there is always tomorrow, you're not a failure.

If you want to self harm: there is no reason to hurt someone as special as you. You shouldn't punish yourself.

If you're having anxiety problems: the worries you have are in your head. No one really hates you, you'll do fine tomorrow, you're gonna be okay.

If you're depressed: focus on some good things that have happened, you won't help yourself by sleeping. Then go eat something tasty, or go for a walk.

If you're hurting in anyway: you are NOT alone. There are so many people going through similar things.

FOCUS ON YOUR POTENTIAL INSTEAD OF YOUR LIMITATIONS!

Because of him , I am afarid to fall in love with someone 

Because of him, I am afarid to believe in someone 

Because of him, I am always stay in my past 

Because of him, I don't have any feature 

Because of him, I lost all of my dreams 

Because of him , I don't know how to smile now

Because of him, I know how to pretend to be happy in front of the people even I feel deeply sad inside 

Because of him , I lost my way 

Because of him , I wanna run away from here 

Because of him , I don't know what I have to do now 

Because of him ...

Because of him ...

Because of him ,I hate myself that I still forgeving him Whatever he done to me 

Because of him ...

I know I suppose to be forget about what was happening to me in my past but I am still remembering and still crying.

I wanna  be delete those things on my mind and wanna free from everythings.

I am just tired of being stay in past :'(.

It's touch my heart

Sometimes its hurt that you want to do this way but other way you don't but you have to . 

Smile because you deserve to :))))

Sometimes I have to accept everything about you but not this time around ,

You are lazy 

You don't want to do anything 

You don't have future 

You're not love yourself 

You don't want to try for everything 

You don't have common sense 

You are just dreaming 

You are moral 

You are idiot

Everytime you ignore me

You neglect me

You have no kindness 

You don't know how to love a lady

You don't effort to do anything 

After all 

You don't have any sense about romance 

About future 

About yourself 

Yes , you're right 

I hate you 

I can't describe that how much I hate you 

But I really do .

He isn't my Boyfriend,
but I love his hugs,
his smile,
his advice,
his kindness and the
times we laugh together.
I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

I feel the same ;'(