Today is our country full moon day and I did fasting .i missed Myanmar .

There have a lot of my religion temples ,my peoples and my dreams ;) .

I did plan to go new place ,I guess better than here :) ,soon I will move to there .

My sis ma phyu  thet said " U just need to make urself better person.  Good things will come when the time is right ,that's how I believe " ,thanks sis ,your words really heal me up .

Because of two  ladies Even I broke up with him i am not feeling sad or down .yes my mom and ma phyu thet .whenever I see those two ladies I got strength from it .i am not enough to stand up but because of two ,they lift me up .thank you guys .i love  you so much .

Today is a beautiful day .

Me,chaw su and yamin :) 

I am free and happy . Thank you my lord :) .

I just want to be happy .

When I am getting ready to reason with a man, I spend one-third of my time thinking about myself and what I am going to say and two-thirds about him and what he is going to say.

My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can.

Life is full of miracle .

I know I am smiling but look into my eyes ,is this happiness ? 

Headache ,pains my whole body ,i cannot do even moves 😌

I was feeling sleeping since i woke up in the morning 😁 eee I want to sleep ,let me please 😆.

Just with uniform :P

Me with my traditional thing , tanatkhar :)

I am peaceful .i am not keep any anger inside .i am blessed .thank you God .

I miss my country

I did fasting one month four times that makes my soul clean and pure .

Happy ever after did exist ,I'll be holding you like this.All these fairy tales are full of shit .one more stupid love song I'll be sick.

Vert bad weather in Doha - qatar.40'C and blowing dust 😞

Man ... You are awesome :)

Sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes  it hurts instead .

It doesn’t take much to miss him: a song, a movie, a TV show. Maybe it’s a friend mentioning his name, or seeing or meeting someone who shares his name. The pain is almost unbearable.

I miss you ,RJ .

I am not smoke ,

I am not drink ,

I am not slept around with men,

I am holding my life for one man but he didn't know it .

If he knows,I wonder how he will decide for me .

I was free ,happy,confused and lonely at the same time.but that is ok better than nothing .i have to be strong .I should be heal up as possible as I can .ofcourse,I am weak sometime ,I wanna kill myself but haven't to do .Whatever I said fine ,I want someone that he look to my eyes deeply and ask me " tell me the truth" .I am not Ok at all but I never said to you too .

I miss Myanmar especially in rainy season .

Never retalite with a people who say unkind things about You.Pay them back with a blessing  and God Will bless You. 1 Peter 2:3

Our broke up was due to religious différence.he thought he Is God.I didn't.

He hates me but I missed him.

Safe yourself first and then safe others.

I just want to hear from him that he missed me .but I guess he will never do.I want that he told me 'don't do any bad thing ,Thazin .but he will never do.why ? Because he is selfish,lier ,cheater and idiot .i hate him but I loved him ,actually.I want him happy more than me ,yes ,that much I loved him .

I am not pretty but let me be .

Just me

Buddha Kayar from Nepal.

He is selfish ,lier and cheater but I love him ,yes I am insane more than him.but he will never know this how much I loved  him .

He did not like that I did tattoos  but I do .I want that he said to me " Thazin ,stop doing this " I want to hear from him .Man ,please say me so ...

 One day you'll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I'll say, Of course, my life. And you'll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life. 

 

For RJ

I was once with a person I gave everything too! He was always first when I was last, he had my whole heart when I only had half of his, and when it all fell apart he took my heart wit him.The pieces are slowly starting to be put back together and I wouldn't change the way I treated him because I loved him. One day someone will put me first, give me his whole heart and I will fall in love all over again. 

Vert hot day ⛅ in Doha.oh man ,it Is killing me.

I Just want to say simple word That Is 'I miss you' .

I am missing you in this morning RJ.you are killing me each day .how could you ignore me ?I told you that I hate you but I doesn't mean .I wanna see you .Time ... All are depend on time.I realized that one day you will come back to me.I am here waiting you with all of my love.I love you,man.

I was think about you today and i feel so lonely.how could you leave me alone.

Dedicate for my ex

I am try to live without you but tears are come from my eyes .I am lonelyness and empty ,God... I am torn apart inside.somehow i feel closer ... I can hear your say.

He said 'I don't want to make you cry,I wish to see you happy ,always',but now he is the one who make me more cry to me.how could he do it to me.

I am not keep any anger inside .I pray and pray .My Buddha is with me .time to let him go .when I got depressed ,I pray that make me feel better.Everything is set me free .

Nobody thought  that we are ending up like this .People are people ,sometimes they change their mind.It is killing me to see you go after all this time .I cannot breath without you but I have to .

You are the one kick me out first then second  you leave me alone.Braced myself for a good bye .

Yet the teaching is Simple .Do what is right .Be pure .End of the way is Freedom .(Buddha words) 

Again he did it without telling me .how could you o it to me ?i m not bullet proof .you will regret one dat that you loose me .

Es viņam palīdzēt, cik vien varu, bet galu galā es saņēmu šo what apkaunojoši! kas man kidding me? 

I have been waiting for to meet with him but he changed .
How could he do this to me ?
I got hurt a lot.
I have got a huge black hole .
How could he...
Everything is finished but till now I love him .
Whenever I said to him I hate you but actually not .
Better leave me alone .
Everyone is happy in this world but why not including me !
That is not fair .
My previous time I was alone but now also I am alone .
What's wrong with me ?
I did not do anything bad thing on others but why?
Everybody hates me including my mom .
Why?
I wanna get answers for this .
Why everybody hates me .

We are done .how painful it is ?