All of my doubt suddenly goes away , somehow :)

29/7/2012

Dear Diary ,

I am sick and tired of loving you .That's only i can say now.I don't want to tell you more thing.we have to face of our problems now .I am so tired of loving you now.I an really do.

22/07/2012

Dear Diary ,


I got a  message from him  that he was so  lonely and depressed . Oh man, what makes you lonely and Depressed. Who can do that to you ? If i were near you , I will hug and maybe talk with you .Janis , Our live is so different now .We are stay apart and I not wish that is ever after. I wanna stay with you close ,right this time now .But we are staying like a different planet . That's ok . We know each other and we are keeping our mind ,so that meaning we are not apart , we are close .Janis , do your best and I m with you even i am far away from you .This Love is OURS , Janis .

19/7/2012

Dear Diary ,

Today is Our Country 65 th Anniversary of   Burma's Martyr Day . We are so proud of that day . How are you today ?I have been missing you .But i have work hard today and it's a typical day of me .I m doing my best and I will be miss you .

19/7/2012

It's a typical Wednesday of me .But i send a letter for you everyday Janis .I will keep on doing of that .How's everything there? I did not ask you yet , but i wanna do .I hope everything is suit with you .Wish you all the best  Janis and I will be love you , forever .

17/7/2012

Dear Diary ,


I wake up 6 am and pray and i prepared  the breakfast with my mom .And then I eat and take a shower and go to work .Today , the weather is so Moisture and too hot.  I cannot patient anymore but what else can i do. I have to stay here without annoying mind .Last Night , we chat . You showed me some places on youtube that you have been there. Don't you think that was a so danger place ? while i watching that time I am so worry about you , man .You can die anytime .Or Someone can kill you . You said you want to know the real world but you don't think If you die accidentally, I may be forgive of myself .I wanna tell you  Please take care of yourself  without me but i did'nt tell yet .One day ,  I  will settle down and make family .But  I have chosen you and wanna stay with you Janis .I hope you know about that .whenever   I  see  your online , I feel safe and sound. Janis , that much i  love you .Even you don't know yet . I m with you man .Really I do .

16/7/2012

Dear Diary ,

I hope it's a nice day for me and I feel peace and  fine. I  feel so peaceful and meet & chat with my old friend.I send to him mail and always not reply ,Sometimes I m sick and tired of loving you .You said you are busy but not only you man ,mine too .If you're  really care for that girl ,you have time for her but now no more  .I feel that we are not like our previous times  .Our past time , we always say "Miss you ,really I do ". But now we are pretending like a busy guys all the times.Yeah ,this is like a contest who can acting like a careless.You said ,"I rather love than fight "  ,that time i was smiled and look at to you .Now i want to pretend like a deaf .That's all about you today . I have done all of my works and I  am always try my best .

အေၾကာင္းၾကားစာ

က်မ ဘေလာ႕အား မနက္ျဖန္မွစကာ အဂၤလိပ္ဘာသာျဖင္႕ေရးသားမည္ျဖစ္ေၾကာင္း  အသိေပးအပ္ပါသည္။အဂၤလိပ္ စကားႏွင္႕ေ၀ါဟာရ ၾကြယ္၀ေစခ်င္သည္႕အတြက္ ေရးျခင္းျဖစ္ပါသည္။
ေက်းဇူးတင္ပါသည္။

အလုပ္ဟုေခၚေသာအလုပ္

က်မ ဒီအလုပ္ကိုရဖုိ႕ ၾကိဳးစားရပါတယ္
အစစအရာရာကိုၾကိဳးစားရပါတယ္
 ဒီအလုပ္ကိုရဖို႕ စိတ္ေတြလဲပင္ပန္းလွပါတယ္
က်မတစ္ကိုယ္ေရတစ္ကာယအတြက္ဆုိရင္ 
ဒီအလုပ္ကရတဲ႕ ေငြေၾကးကပိုေတာင္ေနပါေသးတယ္
ဒါေပမယ္႕ဘယ္ေနရာမွာမဆိုအတိုက္အခံေတြကေတာ႕ရွိေနတတ္ပါတယ္
က်မကိုယ္က်မပဲ ဆံုးျဖတ္ပါတယ္ 
က်မကိုယ္က်မပဲေကာင္းေအာင္ေနပါတယ္
က်မကိုယ္က်မပဲအမွတ္ေပးပါတယ္
က်မစိတ္မပုပ္ပါဘူး
အရာအားလံုးကို ဘုရားကစီမံသြားပါလိမ္႕မယ္ ။

J သုိ႕

ငါတုိ႕ အြန္လိုင္းမွာ အရင္လုိေတြ႕ၾကတယ္။
ဒါေပမယ္႕အရင္လုိမဟုတ္ေတာ႕တာ ႏွစ္ေယာက္စလံုးသိေနတယ္ ။
ငါတုိ႕အရင္လုိစကားေတြေျပာေနေပမယ္႕ အရင္လုိခံစားခ်က္ေတြမဟုတ္ေတာ႕ဘူး။
အရာအားလံုးတျဖည္းျဖည္းနဲ႕ေအးစက္လာခဲ႕တာ ငါသိေနတယ္။
Janis ေရ အရင္လုိ နင္ကခ်စ္ပါတယ္လုိ႕ မေျပာေတာ႕သလုိ
ငါကလဲ နင္႕ကိုတစ္ေန႕လံုးသတိရေနတယ္လုိ႕မေျပာျဖစ္ေတာ႕ဘူး။
ဘာေတြေၾကာင္႕မွေတာ႕မဟုတ္ေပမယ္႕
ငါတုိ႕ၾကားမွာနံရံတစ္ခုျခားသြားျပီ ။
Janis ေရ အေျဖကိုသိေနတဲ႕ ငါတုိ႕ႏွစ္ေယာက္လံုး
တစ္ေယာက္ခံစားခ်က္ကိုတစ္ေယာက္မသိခ်င္ေယာင္ေဆာင္ရင္းနဲ႕
ေရငံုႏွဳတ္ပိတ္ေနၾကတယ္ ။
Janis ေရ အဲဒီအေျဖက ငါတုိ႕ႏွစ္ေယာက္အတြက္ပိုေကာင္းမယ္လုိ႕ထင္ပါတယ္။

ယေန႔အေတြးမ်ား

မေန႕ကအေတြးနဲ႕မတူတဲ႕ ဒီေန႕အေတြးေတြထဲမွာ
နင္အျမဲပါေနတယ္ဆိုတာ နင္သိသင္႕တယ္။
နင္႕ကိုေတာ႕ မေျပာျဖစ္ပါဘူး။
ငါတစ္ေယာက္ထဲသိရင္ပဲလံုေလာက္ေနျပီထင္လုိ႕ပါ။
နင္ကသိခ်င္ရင္လဲရပါတယ္။
တကယ္လုိ႕
နင္ကမသိခ်င္ဘူးဆုိရင္လဲ ကိစၥမရွိပါဘူး။

ခ်စ္ေသာ J

အသက္ေတြၾကီးလာေတာ႕ အရင္လုိ ဆံုးျဖတ္ခ်က္ကိုလြယ္လြယ္နဲ႕ မခ်ျဖစ္ေတာ႕ဘူး။
ငယ္ငယ္ကေတာ႕ ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ရူးရူးမိုက္မုိက္လုပ္မိမွာပဲ။
အခုေတာ႕
က်မတုိ႕ေ၀းေနရတာ က်မတုိ႕ဆံုးျဖတ္ခ်က္ေတြေၾကာင္႕လို႕ထင္ပါတယ္ ။
တစ္ေန႕ေတာ႕ က်မ J ကိုေတြ႕မွာပါ။
ေတြ႕မယ္လုိ႕လဲ ယံုၾကည္ပါတယ္ ။
ေလညင္းေလးေရ
သူ႕ရဲ႕ ပင္ပန္းေနတဲ႕ အခ်ိန္ေတြကိုကုစားေပးလုိက္ပါ 
ငါအေ၀းကေန ႏွစ္သိမ္႕ေနခ်င္လုိ႕ပါ ။
ခ်စ္ေသာ J
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ပါေစ။

J သုိ႕

တစ္ခါတစ္ေလ က်မ အလုပ္လုပ္ေနရင္းနဲက J အေၾကာင္းေတြးမိပါတယ္။
သူလဲ အခုဆိုအလုပ္ေတြလုပ္ေနမွာပဲလုိ႕  ...
အဲလိုနဲ႕ပဲ က်မတုိ႕ေ၀းေနၾကတယ္ ။
ထုိ႕ေၾကာင္႕ က်မတုိ႕ေ၀းေနၾကတယ္ေပါ႕ ။
အခုလဲ ေ၀းေနတယ္
အရင္ကတည္းကလဲ မနီးခဲ႕ဘူး
ေနာင္လဲေ၀းေနအံုးမွာပဲ
က်မသူ႕ကိုသတိရပါတယ္

က်မေတြးျဖစ္ေသာ အေတြးမ်ား

တစ္ခါတစ္ေလ အလုပ္ေတြလုပ္ေနရင္းနဲ႕ ဘ၀ဆိုတာ ဘာမွမဟုတ္ပါလား ဆိုျပီး
ေတြးေနမိပါတယ္ ။
တစ္ခ်ိဳ႕ေတြက ေတာ႕ ဘ၀ ဆိုတာ ဘာညာဘာညာဆိုျပီး ကိုယ္စီကိုယ္စီ လက္နက္ရွာၾကတယ္။
ဘ၀ဆိုတာ တိုက္ပြဲဆိုျပီးေျပာၾကတယ္။
က်မကေတာ႕ ဘာမွမလုပ္ခ်င္ပါဘူး ။
တစ္ခါတစ္ေလ  က်မက ရယ္က်ဲက်ဲ ေနတတ္ပါတယ္ ။

Jar of Hearts

က်မ အၾကိဳက္ဆံုးသီခ်င္းတစ္ပုဒ္ပါပဲ။