Sometimes I was tired of being alone but second thought is better not  to be with someone .The problem of mine  is I think too much and I feel a lot and I keep it inside too much.I was believe that one day someone is going to hold me tight and say 'everything will be ok ' .that might be my crazy thoughts.i wanna be with someone who know that I am not perfect ,totally insane ,mad but I have caring heart that will make him feel better than others . I just tired .