I am not going to regret that I loved  Rubin Janis . He is the first and last man of in my life . Even we are broke up because of some matters , I still remembering our past . Thanks to you that I was happy and you make me smile and whenever we are apart , you always used to send me emails  and leave some messages .i was very happy that I have you .I am always thankful that you're always by my side . But now all thing are going to pieces like the way my heart does. Everyday I am dying inside and pretend that I feel good and doing good . Honestly , I cannot over you , J 'cause I love you and my wish is to stay with you forever .