If I want to leave here , I wanna leave quietly , J 'cause I don't wanna disturb other people's feelings .

Especially about you ,J .

I bet this time Of night , you're just still up .

Everything in me is about to call you but I don't .

I can't say hello to you now I risk again another good bye .

I am about to leaving soon ,J .

How's everything with you ? 

I m dying of missing you.

Don't act like you're alone 'cause you still have me even though we'ew apart .

Life is going on ,J .

I wish you all the best . 

4 days to go ...